This Is A Lot Harder Than I Thought

I have always wanted to start a blog. When I pictured how I wanted it, I saw emails pouring in with questions or requests for advice and opinions. I told myself when I finally create my blog, I am going to post every week and keep up with it….. WRONG! I barely wake up on time in the mornings or keep up with my laundry and skincare. Yet, for some reason, I keep telling myself this blog is going to happen? I have seen poor time management time and time again from myself. Now, I strongly believe in the power of manifesting and conditioning your subconscious to see the life you want. I have the Notability app on my iPad and I write in there all the things I want to see and what I want to manifest. I cannot talk about the Notability app enough. It has been my release, my organization, my focus, my reminder, and my support. I usually do it at the end of the day when I am in bed so it’s the last thing I think about before I fall asleep. I choose my words wisely and if I don’t have anything new to write , I will write the same thing I wrote the night before. The hard part about these beliefs is that I become conflicted when it comes time to write these blog posts. I want to open up and be honest about who I currently am and what I am working on fixing but I don’t want to use the same declarative statements I use when I manifest and journal. For example, I will use affirmations like “I am organized” or “I am reliable”. Then I will open up here and say “I am unorganized” “I don’t wake up on time” “I scramble to put myself together most days”. I don’t want to be that way and I don’t want my subconscious to believe that is my way of living.

I have been putting in a lot of effort these past few months to change my way of thinking and make conscious word choices and thoughts. After researching and learning that over 90% of our brain activity is unconscious, I have been making sure that, during that small percentage of conscious thinking and speaking, I am sending and storing positive things in my subconscious. I think I just wrote about it in my last blog but how a woman can trick her body into believing she if pregnant just from what she fills her mind with puts so much into perspective for me. A woman can literally truly believe she is pregnant, even though she isn’t, and her body will put a halt on her monthly cycle and start mimicking a pregnant woman. When I start to feel defeated or overwhelmed, I remind myself of that power our minds have and go straight to my affirmations to make sure my mind is consuming all the things I want to see and believe for my life and future. What you tell your mind, is what it believes. If you constantly tell yourself that you are depressed, anxious, messy, or anything along those lines, your mind will believe it and act accordingly and seek out all of those things. On a daily basis, I choose to feed my mind positive and successful thoughts. I constantly remind myself that I am successful, I am wealthy, I love my life, I love my career, I am happy, I am positive, and I am surrounded by positivity. When I start to feel those negative thoughts creeping up at work, I go straight to those affirmations and make sure nothing negative gets through into my thoughts. I have seen the things I have been manifesting these past few months just happen. I wanted a specific schedule, job, and income. I didn’t ask for it out loud at work, I prayed and manifested it and management came to me and asked me to take over a specific position. That position aligned perfectly with what I wanted.

There is so much scientific evidence to support everything I am telling you. I have done so much research, reading, and studying. Not only that, but I have put these things to the test and saw it for myself. The power your thinking and the power your mindset has over your life, it is truly amazing to see firsthand.

What do you want to see in life? What kind of life do you want to live? What kind of job do you want? What do you want your schedule and income to look like? Write it all down and picture it in your mind. Picture what it all looks like as if it is actually happening and what it feels like. Show your subconscious what to focus on and tell it what to believe. You are in control and more powerful than you think.

Okay, love you byeeeeeee. Till next time…